Are We Our Names?
Or the roles we play on earth’s soil?
Or the soil we play as?
open consciousness
close consciousness
DO NOT PERCEIVE
- "i am the Self that i perceive myself to be which is to say i exist"
- "i am the Self that you perceive me to be which is to say i exist as long as you perceive me"
- "you exist because i perceive you which is to say that you exist as long as i perceive you"
- what shame to be as fragile as a You unperceived by an Other
- perceived as the concept of a future
- as a concept shifting towards fruition, a speck in the womb, the warm hand feeling for a love so unconditional it exists before the object of its affections can be perceived
- as the thing-ness of a birthed human
- as an object that can cry and break
- as an object that can make one cry and break
- as an object that can break and can make one cry as they hold the broken parts, the broken loops, the broken codes of failing, plump body perceiving its own aftermath
- as the thing-ness of an exited human
- as a concept shifting towards an ancestral acceptance, a guide through life from death, with gold coins over eyes and mouth reflecting back unseeable, unmentionable truths
- perceived as the concept of a past
Your memories are yours
| Memory | Fragments |
|---|---|
| First Kiss | maple syrup sticky fingers tree boy running kiss home church pews childhood first altar touching lips hitting soft peach knees |
| Walking Home | church childhood different homes schools apple tree road walking girls running houses burning white gates divorce |
| First Love | love rooftop hardness gospel touch roaming discovery wet legs first |
| First Heartbreak | fragile fingers first bruised pride heart cold kisses voicemails deleted heart |
| Recognizing Self | emerging self adulthood funeral homes recognizing unanswered letters mail mirrors grief speeches lost friends fading loves hard road |
| First Funeral | first brother youth apricots lilies divorce funerals emails unanswered |
| Most Joy | cradled child apricot joy blanket unconditional heartache pure cries remembered most |
- Beverages
- Water
- Coffee
- Tea
- Black Tea
- White Tea
- Green Tea
- Sencha
- Gyokuro
- Matcha
- Pi Lo Chun
Wasteland of Thoughts
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is this stream of consciousness an ocean
belly up with foam - a sargosso sea
garbage patch. or thinking outside the box
[within the box]?
belly up with foam - a sargosso sea
garbage patch. or thinking outside the box
[within the box]?
Some text some message..
REMOVE YOUR TRAUMA
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